Ok, so, you *really* need to listen to the lyrics to this song. Its beautiful.

Every few months, no matter whats going on in my life, what I’m doing or who I’m with, I like to belt out this song while crying. Its very cathartic.

Its long, but really, really do sit through it. It is so utterly awesome.

I can’t imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don’t understand all the things you’ve seen
But I’m slipping in between you and your big dreams
Its always you in my big dreams

And you tell me thats its over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I’m naked
You gotta get out
You can’t stand to see me shaking, no
But you let me go

I didn’t think so

And you don’t want to be here in the future
You say the presents just a pleasant interuption to the past
And you don’t want to move much closer
So afraid to find out all this hope that you sent into the sky by now had
Crashed
And it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that we’re alone
And I’m sleeping in your living room
But we don’t have much room  to live
To live

And I had these dreams I’d learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rock star
And there was hope in me that I would take you there

But damnit you’re so young, well I don’t think I care
And if I hurt you, then I’m sorry
Please don’t think that this was easy

And then you bring me home
Coz we both know what its like to live alone
And I’m dreaming in your living room
And we don’t have much room to live

Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn’t she look good, standing in her underwear?
And I’m thinking, what I’ve been thinking

And we’ve been drinking and it doesn’t get me anywhere
Doesn’t get me anywhere

And I saw my Konstantine
Walking down the stairs
And I swear that all I coud do was touch her long blond hair

And I’ve been thinking what I’ve been thinking
But we’ve been drinking
Did it ever get us anywhere at all?

This is because I can spell confusion with a ‘k’
And I can like it
Its to dying in another’s arms
Sometimes we have to try it

Its to Jimmy Eat World
And those nights in my car
When the first star you see
May not be a star

I’m not your star

And if this is what it takes
I’ll lie in my mistakes
I’ll live with what I did to you
And all the hell I put her through

I always catch the clock
Its 11:11
Now you want to talk

Its not hard to dream
You’ll awlays be my Konstantine

My Konstantine
Oh my Konstantine

They’ll never hurt you like I do, no
No
They’ll never hurt you like I do

No, no

No no no no no no

This is to the girl
Who got inside my head
And all these pretty things she did

Hey, you know
You keep me up in bed

Its to the girl who got into my head
With all these fucked up things I did
Maybe baby you can keep me up in bed

My Konstantine

I watch her spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen

And I said did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you, did you know I miss you?

Well, I miss you

Did you know I missed you,  did you know I missed you?

…..

I’ll always miss you

And then you bring me home
And we go to sleep but this time not alone

No no

And you’ll kiss me in your living room
But I know
I know that you miss me in your living room
Coz these nights I think maybe that I need you in my living room

But we don’t have much room
Does anybody need that room
Coz we all need  a little more room
To live

My Konstantine