Jesus, its been almost 20 days since I’ve updated here – I never go that long with out posting! But, Winter Fire kept me busy, as has Suspension, and applying for Medicaid.

I had severe drop after Winter Fire – I’m not sure why, but I was very bad when trying to make plans for post WF after care, and my weekend ended with an uncomfortable scene on the last night. (I think that if at all possible, there should be no uncomfortable scenes on your birthday! But at least I remembered why I stopped playing with goth boys…) Anyway, the rest of the weekend was awesome. There were hooks, asses, gropings, beatings and rope. Also, Tristan’s anal class, which was awesome. I <3 her.

Oh, and I can’t wait to tell you all about the hottest scene I’ve had, ever, hands down. I got to feed Mina Meow cake while she was on her knees blindfolded at the Suspension party this weekend. Meow! I can’t wait to do that again. Feeding people is HOT. So is licking icing off.

I hit someone until they bled. I never did that before. I feel like I accomplished something.

And, I’ve started putting stuff in the butt of a very favourite partner of mine again. Nice. I love new and shiney ass, but there is something to be said for the ass of someone who you’re familiar with…and nothing beats playing with someone who’s ass kinks and level of experience match mine. Anal noobs are great, but fisting is better.

Anyway, I’ve been bad. I’ve got a review that is VERY late to finish, (sorry DominaDoll!), all of WF and Suspension to write up, and a few other ideas that have been kicking around in my head.

I’m coming out of Internet hiding now. I just needed some time to curl up and process things. The past two months have been oddly emotional for me, in terms of interpersonal relationships, and I’m trying to dampen down my crazy. I went all girly and told a boy I liked that I liked him, which was good, but awkward, and now I’m doing that thing where I deal with a friend starting to date. I’m always very happy for my friends when they find someone – I want them to be happy! But I’m very often like a large, irritating puppy that wants attention and is afraid I won’t get it anymore or be important. I’ve had lots of friends wander away when they’ve started to date that I’ve gotten a complex about it. Plus I’m already a high matinece friend to begin with. Totally my own shit that I need to deal with, and something I’d like to write about as well. Helps me think things through and figure out why.

Lets end this on a sexy note, instead of an emotional downer – here’s a snippet of the latest Little Submission story, which you all should read because they are super hot, very good femdom stories.

“So how are those [fortune cookies] different from the ones we get at Jade Monkey?”

She laughed in one ear and twisted the lobe of the other sharply.  “Because Jade Monkey doesn’t bake another batch where every cookie says you get your smart mouth raped with my biggest fucking strap-on until you learn to keep it shut and add them to the jar.  Do you see the difference now?”

-Little Submission; A thrilling time is in your immediate future. In Bed.